ducks in a row

My mind has been calm. This is a beautiful thing. But also begs me to question why. Are the ducks in a row, the stars aligned? It is genuine and everlasting? It is providing a false sense of security? It is because I’m just having a bout of goodness or it is because I’ve changed my diet? Is it because the sun is out and the days are longer leading me to believe there really is more time in the day?

Or am I calm because I’m not caring as much about the little stuff and is that because I’m calm or because my mind is preparing a bout of depression.

A paradox.  An enigma.

I should be in a heightened state. I depart for a trip to NYC in a mere three days. I’ve not packed. I’ve not done a lot of planning. Just made sure we had a place to sleep and tickets to a Broadway show. That is it. That isn’t typical me. I’m beyond excited for this adventure yet feel no pressure, no worry. Perhaps it’s just that I’ve managed to calm my anxious mind and that calmness is bleeding into all things.

I’m going to enjoy the calm. Attempt to not question it.   

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  1. Take a breath. Release the air, relax, close your eyes, say a prayer and BELIEVE. Have an awesome trip, enjoy the show. Don’t pack, buy what you need when you get there. You totally got this girlie!

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  2. This completely made me smile. What a blessing to see about how our minds work, right? 🙂 Anyway have a blessed, safe trip to NY. I currently live in Brooklyn, and there’s a lot of fun and creativity in the city. Enjoy!

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